Hello & welcome!
If you’ve clicked on this blog for some odd reason, welcome to the clusterfuck that is *drumrolllll* my life. So if you couldn’t figure out by the link of this blog, my name is Faith. I am currently 19 years old and living in buttfuck nowhere Sask.
I originally started this blog as a way to get thoughts out of my mind & to release it into the universe, and I’m still using it for that purpose but I do want to say that my goal with this, is to try and help at least one person. I have generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder and I have OCD tendencies. So, I know what it’s like to feel alone in the world. I know how hard it is, and I know it feels like nobody gives a flying fuck. My main goal with this blog is to reach out & show people that they’re not the only ones fighting this battle. They’re not alone in the fight. No matter how lonely you may feel, there’s always somebody there.
As I mentioned, I have GAD and all that other shit, so this blog is mainly focusing on sharing my experiences with it. Whether it comes to meds, or how my mood is. Whatever. I definitely don’t just focus on my mental health, as I have random thoughts that I feel are neat to share. My brain is a library of disorganized thoughts, and this is where I come to try and place them.
This is a hard thing for me to do. To open up & share such personal aspects of my life with essentially, anybody who reads this. That means this could get sent to god knows who, and that’s terrifying. I don’t want people to think that I’m weak, or vulnerable. Because I’m not. I’m just a person, dealing with some shit. Just like everybody else. So quick disclaimer – if you try and throw my blog in my face I will try and punch u.. ok??? COOLIO. Anyways, I want to keep the conversation about mental health going. There are so many misconceptions about anxiety, and panic disorder & everything else. This is just a s m a l l glimpse as to what one persons mind is like. Everybody suffers differently. But nobody should suffer in silence.
So friends, grab some popcorn. Buckle your seatbelt and prepare yourself for the clusterfuck that is my life and my brain. As hesitant as I am to share this, I am so excited as well.
Lots of love,